One with the teacups

Why :( why does Japan suck so much? Why does San Francisco suck so much? Why does getting a visa suck so much? What did I do wrong in life to deserve this kind of thing?

T_____________T Hugs would be really appreciated so I don't burst into tears

To-do list (a.k.a. call the entire world):

-Call cox
-Call dell
-Call dad (ew)
-Call job places
-Call eye doctor
-Clean room (unpack more lololol)
-Exercise/stretch/etc.
-Apply for jobs
-Apply for scholarships

Real post to come later. I'm so tired. T_T

The bad news:

[-] I didn't get the Bridging scholarship. :\ This really sucks, because I was depending on that for my housing for Japan this year. *sigh* So I'll have to look elsewhere and keep applying. X.x Ugh. Money sucks.

[-] Cramps are the devil. X.x X.x X.x

[-] My dad called. *makes face* I have to call him back. *makes worse face*

[-] Job hunting is fail, so far. :\ I've been out searching with grandma, and I have to do some sleuthing on my own. Any tips? When the unemployment rate is this high, I know I shouldn't be picky, but I kind of need an office job. I can't be forced to stand for eight hours without being allowed to sit down, my blood pressure isn't high enough for that. (Mom thinks I should go for modeling agencies lololol yeah right)

[-] California is made of fail.

The good news:

[+] I got to see Kitteh yesterday! :DDDDDD It was fun and wonderful. ♥ Even if she tried to poison me. She showed me this which Sarah is apparently too cool to watch (:| :| :|) and this which is ten kinds of hilarious. XD

[+] I've been eating good food and having lots of fun. *_* We went to Olive Garden, and I've had chicken tacos and fettuccine and eggs and bacon and biscuits and alskhfalsfh. <3333 Delicious. Also, we went to the movies on Sunday! We saw Angels & Demons and it was really good. <3333 I don't remember much of the book, so that lowered my standards. xD

[+] I worked for my uncle today and he gave me $40 for it. :D Yay! See, why can't I get just a simple typing job like that, all the time?

[+] My animals are adorable and wonderful. >w< My cousin falls under that category too. XD

[+] This makes me alskfhaslkfhsalfh. >w< So sweet! ♥ ♥ ♥ ILU GUYS A LOT A LOT. :D

The stuff I am neutral about:

[+-] I work for my uncle again on Thursday and Friday. I don't really want to, especially because the Tuesday one is super early, but money is still money. So I think tomorrow I'm going to nurse my cramps and clean out my closet so I can finish unpacking (lololol cries) and get together all the stuff I don't want anymore. And maybe do some more job/scholarship hunting. Today I will finish off by vegging on the couch with my doggie in my lap and my wife-chan on the computer. :D ♥

ilu guys~

Just a to-do list update for my own reference. Better post to come later.

( whee )

( schedule )

Phew.

( Explanation of yesterday )

But yeah. That's basically what happened. I'm feeling a little better now (stopped crying, anyway) even though I didn't sleep well last night. This weekend I have to be active and get all this stuff taken care of, because finals week is coming up and I cannot be stressed during that time. My Japanese oral midterm is 20 minutes long. D: *flails* Panic!

( to-do list )

I think that's all. Going to go collapse now. Sorry I don't really have anything fandom-y to talk about--I watched a bunch of Anego clips last night? idk. Jin makes me feel better. Happy birthday Koyama~ lend me some of your genki, ne? Also the fact that Harvard sent my mom's company a mousepad design with the word "education" misspelled on it. XDDDD HEY GUYS, I CAN SPELL "EDUCATION". I CAN GET INTO HARVARD.

That will never not be funny.

EDIT: Linking to the polls to vote about the CD issue again: KTLOVE and JOR. I could post the entire rant I did over there, but I won't, because I'm way more concerned with the above list (and I really don't care that much to waste energy on it, though a great big "Fuck You" to the bit that is quite obviously directed at me since I never saw the post. I'M NOT PSYCHIC, YOU ASSHOLE). Still, the KTLOVE one is a tie right now, so tie-breaker would be good. :3 I don't even know how the JOR one is going to work (majority or adding them up? And does anyone else notice that the options for "no" are a little unfairly biased?), but vote there too, ne. ♥

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Go vote for me, okay guys? *curls up in emo ball* I'm definitely going to bitch, as soon as I figure out who to bitch to.

T______________T Make me proud! *cheers dejectedly from sidelines*

AND ALL YOU COMPLAINING NON-AMERICANS CAN SUCK IT. I HAD TO SIFT THROUGH A BILLION POSTS ABOUT THE STUPID EURO CUP, SO YOU CAN STFU. D<


*goes back to cheering*

So I finished Last Friends, I went and saw Wall-E, and Matilda is on.

...I HAVE OFFICIALLY LOST ALL FAITH IN HUMANITY.

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(Wall-E was cute tho. I wanted to hug him.)