One with the teacups

See title.

*collapse* It's almost too hot to post, but I will try. XD

Anyway, ( this is what I decided )

So basically it boils down to I'M GOING TO JAPAN IN TWO MONTHS!

It'll be so good to go back. *_* I miss it! ♥ Yay~

Um. What else. My desktop has been acting up lately, so I did a system restore all the way back to May. Which I think means I've lost my Sims 2 stuff, but that's okay. *flops* I haven't been playing lately--I downloaded a polygamy hacked wedding arch, but it doesn't work, so screw that. 8D Um. Yeah. Oh! I've been playing An Untitled Story, which is a game about an egg and it is wonderful. Everyone should play. ♥

Lastly:

Really tired and cranky today, so bullet points! The idea of which is stolen shamelessly from crazed_overture. ♥

( lots of flail )

仁 On that note. Hiatus! Going home in four days, need to pack, etc. etc.. Not that it matters because nobody seems to be checking their f-list or commenting lately anyway. XD But hey, thought I'd give you a heads up. Back whenever things settle down at home.

EDIT: WONDER FANCAM WONDER FANCAM OMG OMG OMG OMG IT IS SO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE IT BRB WATCHING A BAJILLION TIMES

Everyone should love raocow the way I do. XD I've watched that video, like, fifty times, but it's still hilarious.

So I mentioned my crazy dream from a while ago, but I never posted it! Silly me. So I will post it now, before I forget.

( Of pirates and trains and malls, oh my! )

Yeah. I don't know either.

Have another raocow video. XD

So, I don't know if I mentioned it, but a while back my roommate brought her boyfriend over they pretty much had sex while they thought I was asleep. After they did it more than once I left her a note on the bed ('coz she didn't come back before I went to sleep) telling her that I could hear them and it made me uncomfortable. Yesterday her boyfriend stopped by (during the day) and he actually apologized to me about it. XD I really appreciated that. I still don't understand how a nice guy could be with someone like Kujira-san, as I have dubbed her (or maybe Hogeisen-san *Shot for being mean*), but hey. Randomly, we ended up on the topic of boybands (because he asked me about my Jin poster) and actually talked for a little bit. XD It was rather nice. She's not so bad when we're actually talking, it's just that we... never talk. *dies*

( To do list update )

GOING HOME IN EXACTLY 7 DAYS

GUYS. I CAN'T WAIT. THIS IS MY TO-DO LIST FOR HOME:

-EAT REAL FOOD
-SQUISH AND LOVE MY PUPPY TO DEATH
-SEE EVERYBODY AND SQUISH AND LOVE THEM
-GET A JOB
-REVEL IN AIR CONDITIONING AND CARS AND WORKING ELEVATORS

alskfhalfhaslkfh *flails with glee*

On that note, have a rant.

( rant )

*breathes*

Unrelatedly: Join sweetbitchjuice. THE BEST KAT-TUN COMM EVER. XD ♥ ♥ ♥ I love it. On the subject of Jin, these photos are gorgeous. I particularly love this one. Everything about it--the way it's slightly off-center, the way he looks like some loner writer in the middle of nowhere a la Johnny Depp in Secret Window. *_* Beautiful. Something about the pose in this one is nice, too. *_* Very natural. And I love pics like this, of him reading. So cute. *_____________* Not too fond of the sneakers-with-a-suit look, though. Jin, stop watching Korean videos. It makes you look stupid, not cool.

Seriously, somebody explain that to me. XD Who on earth thinks it's cool to wear tennis shoes with a suit? If I saw somebody walking down the street like that, I'd wonder what happened to their real shoes. *shakes head* (Don't actually explain it to me. I don't care that much.)

Memes! ( Under a cut to save space. )

:D

Japanese final tomorrow, then work, then the post office. Wish me luck!

Oh yeah, and last but not least, I'm going to post the poem I wrote for the scholarship entry. It's about my grandma! It's not perfect, and I'm not really comfortable posting original work (especially since it's rough, though I did edit it), but here you go. If you like. :) rofl, please don't steal. It will make you look bad. XD

( This is My... )

♥

Stubborn cold is annoyingly stubborn. I mean, I was never really all that sick to begin with, but the fact that I'm still kind of sick is irritating. >.< Stuffy noses and sore throats are the bane of my existence.

Anyhoo! That's why I haven't posted lately. I worked so hard to save some choco for easter, and I succeeded, but I woke up on easter morning with a sore throat! >.< And it hasn't gone away completely, blargh. Anyway, how was your easter/pesach/spring-like holiday, f-list? :DDD Have you had fun?

alskfhalkfh I've missed so many birthdays lately, and I'm so sorry. >.< People were saying there were a lot of march babies on their f-lists, but I've seen more April birthdays than anything else! ♥ ♥ ♥ I hope you've all enjoyed yourselves, and for those of you to still have birthdays this year, hopefully I'll make it for those! (Don't count on it, though, my memory for dates is notoriously bad since we never celebrate birthdays on the right days anyway back home.)

I actually meant to post yesterday, but I ended up getting distracted by fanvids and stuff. :x (And Jennifer Lopez, randomly...) So, yes. I think I should just give up on planning to do things altogether, because every time I do, I never end up actually doing it. XD I'm kind of a failure at life. Um. ._.;;;

Guh, I have so much stuff I need to do! I got some nice jeans from JC Penney's (that fit, omg!) and shoes, but they don't fit, so I have to send those back. I also have to start shipping my stuff back home, because MAY 19TH I'm going home! ♥ ♥ ♥ So excited. I also need to get another passport photo and fill out my last form for Nihon Daigaku so they can get my application and either accept or reject me, so I know whether or not to buy a plane ticket back to Hawaii, or to Japan. Pray/hope/keep your fingers crossed/make sacrificial offerings for me! <3333

I keep thinking of stuff I want to post about, but as soon as I think about it, I tell somebody and thus I lose the desire to post. XD This is a bad cycle. Um. Yes. I've been downloading the leaks from the KAT-TUN album as they come out, and so far I think I love almost all of them. *_* ♥ ♥ ♥ Especially Moon. I wish my mp3 player was working, but it's still not. >.< This is really irritating, guys. Blagggggh.

Unrelatedly, a meme! Ganked from Sammeh! :D

( Blah blah blah )

...Well that was fail. XD Curse my bad memory. Blargh.

I had recs and stuff, but once I get started on those the post will get epically long, so I won't right now. :x I'll do it some other time. ♥ In other news, how are you, f-list? :DDD Tell me~

Also, I am starving. So I'll go get foooooood. See you soon. >w

:( I hate Mondays.

So to continue with the theme of really cheesy Indian movies, we watched this. It's not as funny as the last one, but I like how she can make arrows magically appear out of thin air. XD (Kaali scares me, though. Like, a lot. O_O) Sadly, I don't think this clip will teach me how to dance seductively, so uh. XD Yeah. (Indian clothing is sooo pretty, though. *_*)

STILL haven't heard from Nichidai, but the study abroad guy said to go ahead and start filling out the forms. So yeah, I've been doing that. They want to know weird things. o.O I don't remember when I entered elementary school! *falls over* On school-related topics, I also completed the FAFSA, finally. I did not like telling them I had some money. :| Fail. Hopefully they actually give me something this time, though. >.< Blaaaah. I also had a dream that this week was spring break, but also that my essay for my tea class was due today, and I promptly panicked because I didn't know it was suddenly April 22nd. XD It was horrible and reminded me of this comic aksfhlafh. Terrifying.

I told myself I wouldn't download album leaks, but I forgot about that as soon as the first Care leak came out, so w/e. XD I will probably have about fifty versions of this song by the time I actually get the CD, but I don't mind. *_* I also really, really like 1582! It's nothing like I was expecting. I'm quite pleased--someday for somebody was okay, w/o notice?? was lame, etc. etc., so I'm really pleased. I hope the performance is really good. *_* (Though I could do without the creepy licking noises.) Yay, Kame! I really look forward to the rest of the songs, heeeeee.

My roommate's brought her boyfriend over the past couple of nights, and while I'm not really comfortable with him spending the night (if only because I get up several hours earlier and thus it would be awkward to change in the same room), he's surprisingly nice. A lot more considerate than she is. XD I'm surprised! Then again, opposites do attract, so w/e (either that or there's something terribly wrong with his head). So yeah. Um. Nothing else exciting there. (Also, seriously, why do fat people insist on wearing skinny jeans? IT JUST MAKES YOU LOOK FATTER. ALSO, PULL YOUR PANTS UP YOU STUPID BITCH. AUUUUUGH. *breathes*)

Oh yes, and wife-chan has changed her name! >w< froidaux~ it's so fancy. x3 *obligatory mention*

Memes! Because I have nothing better to do with my time. One ganked from Kitteh, the other from anthropopathy. :3

( I don't wanna love you, if love leaves me this cold )

I had more, but now I can't find them. Oh well. :D~

Rather than doing something useful like studying linguistics, I decided to make a list of Things I Have Learned During College/Living Away From Home/in Hawaii/etc. 8D


( Pearls of wisdom )

:D

In other news, this is a really good fanvid. Also, the One Drop lives are sounding amazing. :DDDD And akshfaslkfhaskflh Jin is so beautiful. *_____________* NEED BANDAGE LIKE WOAH.

I may or may not be going to the Valentine's Day Social set up by my second job. If nothing else, I'll get cake. xD And I can probably speak Japanese with people, so yeah. Fun.

CRYING. I HAVE TO DO MY LAUNDRY TOMORROW. NO EXCEPTIONS. T_T

:x *keeps fingers crossed for study abroad*

I’ve been typing this post up in Word for quite a while because I have a lot of stuff to talk about, and I’ll just post it when I get a chance. It’s very convoluted, and some stuff is crossed out and updated so it’s kind of a mess, and I’m sorry for that. :x

( the part where I do too many memes )

Watched the inauguration, finally. It was lovely. I like Obama’s honesty, and I think that just the fact that he’s made everyone hopeful is doing a lot. I really hope things turn around. ♥

Went down to get my paycheck on Tuesday (the 20th) and they said it was late because Monday was a holiday. :| WE’VE KNOWN ABOUT MONDAY BEING A HOLIDAY FOR QUITE A WHILE. WHY DID YOU TELL ME TO COME IN ON THE 20TH IF YOU KNEW IT WOULDN’T BE THERE. Bitches.

( the part where I talk about work and school )

( the part where I whine about my family )

This week is going to kill me. T_T I seriously feel like I'm going to crack. Ugh. *curls up in little ball*

( the part where I talk about school some more )

( The part where I talk about movies and dramas, SPOILERS FOR IKEBUKURO WEST GATE PARK IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT, SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER )

Sorry, guys. I just had to get all that out. XD Now back to hiatus! *drowns in work*

I keep meaning to post, and then I don't. :\ I've started like five memes, but things pile up and get in the way and posting/commenting/etc. take energy that I just don't have to spare. Let me give you a glimpse of my schedule, even though I know most of you don't care:

( Why I am taking hiatus )

So, yeah. I'm going to announce a semi-hiatus. I'll still be browsing the f-list and commenting here or there, but there will be almost no posts until at least next week is over.

In other news, I turned in all my study abroad application stuff. Now I just have to wait until March 1st to find out about it. In the meantime, I will be applying for scholarships left and right (that's actually my plan for this weekend--glorious, glorious three-day weekend--so if you see me goofing off, kick me) because right now I can't even afford another semester here, let alone a plane ticket to Japan. I would really, really, really like to go home over the summer, but I don't see it happening. Considering I don't have time to breathe, I'm not really upset about it, but it's still depressing. :( And yes, this is another 'I wanna go home' rant, but considering how uncomfortable it is here (I have a list of things I could whine about in my head, but I won't), I am entitled, so stfu.

I'm so tired. I was ready to fall asleep at about 7 p.m. last night but we had a fire drill. :\ Teh lame. *sigh*

Anyway, I hope you all are doing well. Those of you who have tests and whatnot (spoon ♥), study hard, but don't overwork yourself! You'll make me worry. *huggles* :) ♥ ♥ ♥ I'll see you soon. Maybe.

So I just finished the countdown!

( for those who haven't watched it yet )

I got stuffs today! A shiny card and stickers from cynicalism, and a neat laptop desk from my grandpa. :DDDD It's shiny and wonderful. Hee. ♥ ♥ ♥ I am happy.

My shoulder still hurts, but I'm using it anyway, because it's New Year's and I can be in as much pain as I want. I won't be doing anything special, but I'm content. :D Countdown makes me very happy.

ALSO I TRIED OUT MY JAPANESE NAME STAMP AND IT'S IN HIRAGANA AND THUS FUNNY-LOOKING BUT I DON'T CARE. MUWAHAHAHA. *stamps everything in existence*

...>.>;;;

Happy NewS Year, all! :DDDD Be safe and have fun! Get drunk because I can't have my annual shot. :P ♥

1. I need to do a Namie pimp post, I think. What do you guys think? Would you be interested? :o

2. I ended up going to math. I also ended up sitting in the very back and messing around on the computer the entire period. Such fun. :Dv Also, I went to the job office, and they told me HERE GO ONLINE AND GET A JOB. :| So helpful. Buuut at least I have some places I can contact...? Ugh, such fail.

3. SPOON, THE U OF T WEBSITE SUCKS. IT DOESN'T TELL ME ANYTHING. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MAGICALLY GET $21k AND COME SURPRISE YOU IF THEY WON'T TELL ME HOW. D:

4. Depending on the money thing, I'm almost definitely going to go to Japan, hopefully next year if all goes well. You can do transferable credits, and I would only have to pay the tuition I pay to go here, which... is pretty fucking fantastic. Keep your fingers crossed for me, ne? >.< *hopes*

5. Someone should get me these for Christmas. :Dv

6. IF YOU DO NOT WATCH THIS, YOU HAVE NO SOUL. I have managed to remember how to breathe. Sort of. ...Just be glad you didn't see me last night. >.> And if you did... well. Um. yes.

7. So I made a list, just for fun, of all the fics I'm planning to write or have started. .............IT'S REALLY LONG. HELP. T_T

8. I get spammy when school starts. How did this happen? I don't have anything to say. :| Except that SOMETHING AWESOME BETTER HAPPEN, FAST, IF ANY OF YOU EXPECT ME TO STAY AN AKAME FAN AFTER THE ATROCITY AND ETHICAL BREACH THAT IS THIS.

9. Crys: JUST POUND IT A LITTLE, IT'LL COME OUT

10. HIGHLIGHTS OF THE BADFIC OF THE DAY:

"In a moment of silence filled with tension and anticipation, Shige encased his hard cock with latex."

"“Uuuuumph,” he cried right before the head of the librarian’s thick cock entered his tight canal."

"before surrendering to his urge to pump Jin’s ass roughly."

Enjoy your day. :Dv

This came from my grandma in the mail today.

._.

Also, I think I have a stalker. And there's a guy in my astronomy class who looks like Koyama. The two people are unrelated. ....:Dv

Third day of classes and I'm already not doing homework. GREAT WAY TO START OUT THE SCHOOL YEAR, PIXI. *dies*

Why does school make me want to talk more?

EDIT: ( We match, bb~ )

So, last night I went to go see rakugo for the first time. :D For those who don't know what it is. I met Katsura Kaishii, took a picture with him. :3 It was really funny, I enjoyed it a lot.

I think I may start doing that quoting thing. It takes up space. :P

GUESS WHO'S GONNA BE OLD IN A FEW DAYS~ *nudge nudge, wink wink* Everybody should be happy on the 27th. :Dv Issaspecialday.

So I spent all morning trying to find somewhere to eat. Luckily, I succeeded. :Dv ♥ After a few hours. :( Fail pixi is fail.

So yeah. Nothing really interesting to say. First day of classes tomorrow, eek. o____o;;; *flails*

BABY SCHOOLBOY JIN FTW Y/Y? ....:D? Oh come on, the bowl cut is cute.

Oh yeah, and the only reason I like Jin's new hair:

Brittany: I wonder what would happen if I pulled on it
Nikki: he would moan
Brittany: I wonder if it's soft
Nikki: yes, look at it
does it look nice to touch?
and your fingers would get tangled in teh curls
Brittany: ashfkalfhlakhglkahg
STOP
(not really)
Nikki: :DDDD
think of the pretty noises he'd make
Nikki: he'd probably lean into the touch
think of if you pulled on it
Nikki: his neck arched
Nikki: sweat beading on his skin
his hair getting damp, pulled down by the weight of it, but curling at the ends around his face
8:04 PM spoon: :D
Nikki: saaa, i'm not sure there's any more....
8:07 PM would he just let you pull at it?
me: I
what else would he do?
8:08 PM Nikki: maybe he'd touch you instead
me: ......
8:09 PM Nikki: maybe he'd find a better use for your hands
me: l-like what
Nikki: something a little more exploratory, perhaps
8:10 PM the muscles in his chest moving under the skin
me: ahgklshafglhal
_
Nikki: the way the muscles in his arms would pull, guiding your hands down

SHE IS EVIL.

So for those of you who are curious, here's a bit of what I've been up to while I've been gone. :3 This is pretty image-heavy, so click at your own risk. Obviously, this will have to be more than one post, since I'm kind of a camera whore. xD

( Image heavy. Only day one. XD )

So, yes. The first day was spent mostly exploring the campus, navigating, etc. etc. We came back to the hotel pretty early because we were so tired, and then the next day was move-in, which will be in post two, coming up soon. :D

TADAIMA~

Oh god, so exhausted. I'll give you guys a full report later, maybe tomorrow since I don't have any school stuff planned, but yeah. Just wanted you guys to know I'm alive. :D *huggles*

Monday:

12:00 a.m. - get to airport.
2:30 a.m. - get on plane, take off.
5:30 a.m. - land at Honolulu airport.
??? a.m. - check in at hotel
9:30-10:00 a.m. - Japanese major orientation and placement exam
Lunch
12:00-1:00 p.m. - pay tuition
1:30-2:00 p.m. - set up Hawaii bank account
Registration?

Tuesday:

9:00 a.m. - registration?
11:00 a.m. - dormitory move-in
->get meal card
->get parking pass
->get internet cable
->go shopping for last remaining dorm items

Wednesday:

All day - orientation

Thursday:

All day - orientation

Friday:

PANIC BECAUSE OMG DONE.