One with the teacups

The bad news:

[-] I didn't get the Bridging scholarship. :\ This really sucks, because I was depending on that for my housing for Japan this year. *sigh* So I'll have to look elsewhere and keep applying. X.x Ugh. Money sucks.

[-] Cramps are the devil. X.x X.x X.x

[-] My dad called. *makes face* I have to call him back. *makes worse face*

[-] Job hunting is fail, so far. :\ I've been out searching with grandma, and I have to do some sleuthing on my own. Any tips? When the unemployment rate is this high, I know I shouldn't be picky, but I kind of need an office job. I can't be forced to stand for eight hours without being allowed to sit down, my blood pressure isn't high enough for that. (Mom thinks I should go for modeling agencies lololol yeah right)

[-] California is made of fail.

The good news:

[+] I got to see Kitteh yesterday! :DDDDDD It was fun and wonderful. ♥ Even if she tried to poison me. She showed me this which Sarah is apparently too cool to watch (:| :| :|) and this which is ten kinds of hilarious. XD

[+] I've been eating good food and having lots of fun. *_* We went to Olive Garden, and I've had chicken tacos and fettuccine and eggs and bacon and biscuits and alskhfalsfh. <3333 Delicious. Also, we went to the movies on Sunday! We saw Angels & Demons and it was really good. <3333 I don't remember much of the book, so that lowered my standards. xD

[+] I worked for my uncle today and he gave me $40 for it. :D Yay! See, why can't I get just a simple typing job like that, all the time?

[+] My animals are adorable and wonderful. >w< My cousin falls under that category too. XD

[+] This makes me alskfhaslkfhsalfh. >w< So sweet! ♥ ♥ ♥ ILU GUYS A LOT A LOT. :D

The stuff I am neutral about:

[+-] I work for my uncle again on Thursday and Friday. I don't really want to, especially because the Tuesday one is super early, but money is still money. So I think tomorrow I'm going to nurse my cramps and clean out my closet so I can finish unpacking (lololol cries) and get together all the stuff I don't want anymore. And maybe do some more job/scholarship hunting. Today I will finish off by vegging on the couch with my doggie in my lap and my wife-chan on the computer. :D ♥

ilu guys~

And this is why I gave up scholarship searching last semester. :| I am no longer a high school student. I am not a native Hawaii resident. I am not a graduate student. SO STOP GIVING ME SCHOLARSHIPS I'M NOT ELIGIBLE FOR. Stupid scholarship search websites. I swear, they just make everything more complicated. T_T *curls up miserably* I will probably have to resort to student loans just because I can't make heads or tails of this crap. That's how depressing this is. Ugh.

In slightly less whiny news, I started my new job today! ♥ It was fun. And pretty easy, except I suck at sorting mail (Korean and Chinese names all look the same ._.). They start me on phones tomorrow, though, which is scary. O_O;;; Here's to hoping I don't screw up. *crosses fingers* They gave me goodies, though. xD Choco~ And crap, I left my jacket there. Wah. I also just now discovered that the restaurant has an email, so I emailed them about the paycheck they never sent me. They haven't gotten back yet, so I'll email them again soon. Bastards.

When did posting often become such a hassle. xD I had other stuff I was gonna say, but now I don't remember. Uh.

Re: Jin's facebook: I like how people think that if they somehow discover what it is, they'll suddenly be BFF with him. Naive little fangirl hearts, I like to hear them break. 8D ♥ (/creepy) Personally I only go on facebook to superpoke everybody and write on their walls. Then I don't go on again for three months, so. xD Um. Why do I have one, again?

asfhalkfh I started gathering up my stuff for my study abroad application. askfhalfhk scary. ._. I still need to print some stuff out and get my letters of rec, but at least I know who I'm going to ask. But meh. I still have no idea where I'm going to get the money. :\ I don't even have enough money for another semester here, hence why I've been looking for scholarships, because I really don't want to have to resort to student loans. My job pays $8.50 an hour, but I'm only allowed to work 10 hours at that one, and the other one pays $9.00 an hour (Yes I have two) but it only meets for one hour twice a week. You can have more than one session, but still. :\ If anybody has any tips on good ways to get scholarships without wanting to cry in frustration, please share them. >.< Any chance I could just live under a bridge somewhere in Japan? 8D

OH YEAH AND MY JAPANESE CLASS HAS LIKE ONE SPOT OPEN BUT I CAN'T REGISTER AGAIN UNTIL THE 9TH. WTF I HATE THIS SYSTEM AUGH.

MY GIRLPARTS HURT AND MY TOES ARE COLD. I HATE BEING FEMALE. *crawls under blankets*

I'm sorry I'm so whiny, guys. I'll be back to happy!Pixi soon, I'm sure. >.< *opens arms for huggles*